Anxiety attack

Once it had subsided

I tried to explain it

But the words made no sense

Failure

Drowning

Tightness

Suffocating

Tears

Heavy

Frozen

“What triggered it?”

I don’t know.

Maybe that thing…

But that doesn’t seem enough

Maybe everything…

But then I am ungrateful

I have a good life

And should not feel this way.

The anxiety has subsided

And the shame sets in.

1 Comment

  1. oldbigbluff says:

    David wrote about this in Psalms 42. The song “Desert Flood” I wrote for your mother when she was where you are. It also quotes a part of Psalms 42.

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